Oct. 18th, 2002

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So, I've had my yahoo account for about 4 years now. I've never actually done the IM thing though. Mostly cause of moving around so much I didn't have access to a computer.

I forgot all about yahoo profiles.

Until I got an instant message from some guy named George who wanted to know, "do you strip? would you like to model for me? I looked at your profile."

I told him to go away. I'm retired.

I updated the damn thing immediately thereafter.

There it was. Single mom. Two jobs. Exotic dancer, Likes drinking, debauchery, and french kissing in Las Vegas.

Oh.... the pain of past stupidity.

Ow ow ow ow ow ow....
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Thought about actually going out. Went to the pretty people's 12-step meeting. More ink than an art shop...

Workout partner wasn't feeling all that well so we headed home to rot on the computer.

Here I rot.

I'm sleepy tonight. I want a butterfinger bar. I don't know why.

Feeling kind of munchy.

I don't seem to be able to write anything brilliant except between the hours of 3 am and 6 am.
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Hmmm.... I'm hating people today. People suck today. Suck Suck Suck.

I feel so ready to get out of here. Seasonal Affective Disorder has reared it's ugly head again. A few days of sunny weather. A tease. A full blown tease. That's all it was. I wake up way too early today, and it's cold. Freaking cold. You know seasonal affective disorder is in place when you dust off Jimmy Buffet's greatest hits and scream the lyrics to "Boat Drinks".

I gotta go where it's warm.

I kinda want to shoot 6 holes in my freezer too. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending how you look at it) my workout partner keeps the firearms locked up and won't give me the key. Of course the only thing I'd have a chance of shooting would be the .45. Everything else would knock me back through a wall.

I was going through this phase where I was caring what people think. Now I just kind of want them all to go to Hell. This was evident by my social skills on Wednesday.

Do you ever feel like you're sucking the life force out of whoever you're talking to?

I need to take a little inventory of what's going on.

Maybe I'm over stimulated, I have been getting up far earlier than usual.

It seems the later I wake up the more likely I am to want to socialize. Tuesday was great. I got up around 1, went to the club around 10, held the pool table from 10:30 - midnight because I rule, and was happy to see everyone there in the elitist "pool table mafia" back room of the Mercury.

I am Jack's heavy period.

God I want to get out of here. Christmas in Key West anyone? Thanksgiving in Vegas? New Year's in Maui? Valentine's day in the Bahamas? Am I the only one living in the pacific northwest that absolutely detests the weather 8 months out of the year? I feel like it sometimes. Especially in the summer when it's 77 degrees and people are whining about it being "too hot". Shut up. It is NOT too hot. Go to Tucson and tell me it's too hot here.

I feel the need to write a tell-all book or something. Post my life in installments on LJ. What's the worst that could happen? People get offended and drop me off their list? Try to ruin my desecrated reputation?
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Statistics for the LJ friends list of rockettqween

Out of my friends list...
#of people....
on my friends list:44
recently added(last week):3
I have met face to face:31
Out of state:11
In State that I have not met:2
Out of state that I have met personally:0
that I have chatted online with:3
that I have had sex with:7
that I have known more than 2 years:11
who are men:23
who are women:20
that I have kissed:14
that I would have sex with if they asked:3
that are likely to ask:0
on my list that I have met who have not added me:5 (losers)
that I have known for more than 5 years:7
that have baby sat my son:1
that do or have done rocky horror:12
that I have hung out with somewhere other than the club/rocky/parties:13
that know me very well:1
that I have worked with:1
that I have gotten trashed with:6
that don't drink:5
that have mentioned their love of drinking:6

I will be doing my usual Vogue/Mercury crawl tonight if anyone wants to stalk me. That is if I don't crash out from being up so freaking early.
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