Oh yeah, about those kung fu hamsters

[rockettqween]

I forgot. During the sleep deprivation fog we went to the drug store to stock up on supplies (I swear I need to buy stock in Trojan these days) and came across a display of musical hamsters.

To operate these musical hamsters you squeeze their paw. There are hamsters dressed in Kung Fu style gear. When you squeeze their paw they start singing "Everybody was Kung Fu fighting" and doing little karate chops while swinging a stick. Everyone should have one. I decided not to buy one in case it was just the sleep deprivation talking. I still want one but it's not the insane obsession it was on 3.5 hours of sleep so anyway... Oh yeah...

Sunday: Hey that's today. or it was. Mother's Day. A touchy subject for me for reasons I won't go into here. I only called home to talk to my offspring as the less interaction I have with my mother the better. I said to my mother, "thanks for keeping me alive long enough to become who I am." She said "Of course dear. You're um.... Special."

My mom called me "special". I want to cry now. I reminded her of what "special" meant in school and she stood by her statement. Sigh. Barbecued with workout partner's family instead of going home as well, I've been uninvited to family functions until further notice. It's strang to be around a family where everyone interacts and gets along with the parents. His parents are actually nicer to me than mine are. Go figure.

Sunday night: Karaoke With the Damned!!! Need I say more? I love my crazy friends. All of them. Now it's time to go run off with the workout partner who I'm quite attached to these days and I'm okay with this because he FUCKING ROCKS and I have absolutely nothing to complain about where he's concerned. Yay!!! This is so different. It still means I have to deal with snakes in my head and deal with my issues and well, concentrate on making my life better because I have no one sucking my soul. Had to do it sometime. Might as well do it now. I'm making some progress I think. I'd like to hold on to it. I am a constantly evolving human. I'm happpier now than I was a year ago and the year before that and so on. Thank fucking god. I used to be miserable. But my eyes hurt and I want to get laid. Goodnight.

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[geekalpha.livejournal.com]

"... It still means I have to deal with snakes in my head and deal with my issues and well, concentrate on making my life better because I have no one sucking my soul. Had to do it sometime. Might as well do it now. I'm making some progress I think. I'd like to hold on to it. I am a constantly evolving human. I'm happpier now than I was a year ago and the year before that and so on..."

Good deal.