My Blood Sugar Is Way Too Low For This Shit

[rockettqween]

I can barely type I'm so fucking hungry.

I think I may have better things to do like eat.

I should be reading and contemplating what I really want too.

How do the unemployable draw an income?

Hmmmm......

Shadow Self Integration combined with 12-step work is uncovering all sorts of new and scary things....


Hmmmm.....


Life is better with crayola hair but I may return to jet black in a few weeks.

I plum forgot about an appointment I didn't really want to go to this morning until many hours too late. My parents will be pissed. I have no desire to deal with my parents except to see my son and he was off at school. Why I would want to go deal with both the state of Washington AND my parents at the same time in the morning on a monday is beyond me.

I've been really angry lately. Like I want to beat the living crap out of any person who's ever pushed me around physically, emotionally, mentally or otherwise.

I'm just defensive right now.

Probably has something to do with low blood sugar.

I want to cry or break something, I'm not sure which one I want to do more.

I feel like I really need to get back to the city soon. So I won't have to find a place to crash if my workout partner leaves town.

I just need to eat and get over myself and stop feeling apologetic for having a negative emotion or two.

AXE!!!!

Comments

[thogs-travels.livejournal.com]

The great thing about an axe is that it isn't just theraputic; it can also bring food.

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[rockettqween.livejournal.com]

AXE!!!!

AXE BRING FOOD!!!

SPEAR!!!!

SPEAR ALSO BRING FOOD!!!!

[mr-steveo.livejournal.com]

From what I gather, the unemployed sell plasma.

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[rockettqween.livejournal.com]

Ah... that would be great except that my tiny veins and high platelet count make for an almost impossible complete donation. Plus the plasma centers around here are only good for a maximum of $125 a month. Checked in to it.